I have had so many brain scans, CT scans, etc. that I have lost count of the number of times I have received scans. I remember the first X-ray of my chest when I was in Goshen; and I also remember my first CT scan which was also in Goshen. That was around four years ago. These first scans portrayed a treatment plan that was horrible.
Since then, I have received many other scans to monitor how the cancer inside my body was functioning. With great joy, these scans showed that the cancer cells were shrinking and losing their ability to grow. After being free from cancer growth for two and a half years, a six month CT scan (fall of 2007) showed an abnormality in my lung; it was a new cancer growth. This was removed easily by outpatient surgery. Unfortunately, my last MRI (3/2/07) showed an abnormal growth in my bran’s right frontal lobe. While a scan in its self can not diagnose a problem, with my history of cancer, it is likely a new sarcoma (cancer) growth is in my brain. In addition, while I received my scan a couple of weeks ago, I just found out the results this past Wednesday. For a couple of unfortunate reasons within the hospital staff, the new growth was not shared with me or my primary doctor until this date. While two weeks does not see to be a long time, with how fast the cancer has grown in my body, I pray this is not a big deal.
After talking with my doctor, I had a CT scan of my upper body on Friday (3/20/09). The purpose of this scan was to make sure that there are no other abnormal changes in the rest of my body. I will be meeting with my doctor this coming Monday (3/23/09) to discus more about what needs to be done.
While talking with my doctor on the phone, he said “this is very treatable.” This is a quote that I want to keep going through my head as I am the one who is emotionally dealing with it. I also want you all to keep it in your minds as I have come to understand you all have emotional connections to me and my story.
May God continue to bless us as God has been doing for more than four years. May God be a rock that holds us down when everything is going wonderfully and keeps us up when we are falling down. A would appreciate your prayers as once again I have to deal with a known aspect of my life that is still left unknown.
With peace and love,
Nathan